Glad it’s a new day. There’s nothing more refreshing than another chance. Boston tomorrow:)

Venting

I never liked you anyway. I usually give peopl the benefit of the doubt but you’re fake and a liar. So go on and pretend like you’re something your not. And take away something else from me again.

figuring things

I think im in that realization part of my life, where everything starts piecing toghether. What I once thought was what i wanted isnt really. It’s kind of sad to think at one point i thought that it was all I needed. I simply deserve better. I’ve waited long enough for that so I will wait some more. I’m not going to settle and wait to see what i want in a person that i thought he already was. Time will tell.

There are days when you feel good
and days when you feel nothing at all

But there is no inbetween
and is that, that kills you
cause you don’t know what to do
which page to thumb through
on all of my failures I’ve leaned
but with God as my witness I fall

Oh one by one they watch me fall apart
oh one by one they watch me fall apart

Forgive me I’m empty
and I want you to need me